From The “Why Am 1 Doing This?” Files

     Well, plainly Black Fri isn’t a alternative solar daytime for a majority promotion. Nor has Experiences set the footing on burn only yet. But then, the stories I tell are pretty outré, thence I shouldn’t await them to live popular, right?

     So why produce I write them?

     It’s a interrogation I’ve asked myself before. I’ve also answered it before. However, owing to the amount of endeavor my novels demand of me, at that topographic point are days the reply doesn’t pop out of the green slot. So I compel myself to recall almost it afresh.


     On average, completing a novel-length floor takes me almost a year. That’s non a “standard,” 2000-hour operate twelvemonth typical of wage employment; it’s only the elapsed fourth dimension from inception to release. I produce other things during that time, of course, or I wouldn’t cause got a properly stocked larder, build clean clothes, together with an orderly menage (and you lot wouldn’t become these sententious essays). My guess for the average let on of “labor hours” I position into a novel is almost 700. I seem unable to speed upwards the process.

     That’s an average, Gentle Reader. Love inwards the Time of Cinema took fewer hours of effort; Which Art In Hope took far more. Each novel, however, has required an emotional commitment of a kind out virtually every creative someone or craftsman volition recognize: a dedication to the floor equally worthy of the endeavor regardless of how it volition eventually live greeted past times the reading public.

     In other words, the floor must bang me equally existence worth telling inwards together with of itself.

     I’ve occasionally lamented the fall-off inwards originality that’s afflicted fantasy, scientific discipline fiction, together with horror: the 3 “speculative” genres. But originality has its costs. One of them is the eschewal of trend-following: i.e., “getting on the gravy train.” Another is a near-constant solid set down of self-questioning: the “why am I doing this?” of the title.

     Even the most dedicated creator volition dubiety himself. (Not the Creator, remove heed you; only us fleshbound types.) “Why am I doing this when I could live simulating traffic patterns / jumping my married adult woman / finishing Rise of the Tomb Raider? Where’s the furnish on investment?”

     The furnish on investment must come upwards from the operate itself. The tangible ROI, for a typical indie writer, is probable to live paltry. Of course, it doesn’t assist that I’m terrible at promotion.

     That’s why I emphasize the importance of theme.


     Every worthwhile floor speaks of the nature of Man.

     The previous judgement is a slight misstatement for purposes of impact. In a to a greater extent than accurate formulation, “Man” would live replaced past times “personhood.” There are ineluctable consequences to personhood. The requirements:

  • Delimited existence;
  • Individual consciousness;
  • Limited powers;
  • Inescapable needs;
  • Individual wants together with priorities;

     ...give rising to everything else: what philosopher Loren Lomasky called the nature of the “project pursuer.” They also plough over rising to the moral together with ethical laws that bind us. Tom Kratman has called these properties “the eternal verities.” It’s the correct advert for them, for equally Thomas Carlyle i time wrote, they are “fixed past times the everlasting congruity of things” together with are non alterable past times whatsoever artifice.

     The subject of a worthwhile floor must perforce live the illumination some aspect of the nature of Man together with the laws that menses from it.


     Just inwards instance you’ve been reading this half-asleep – I know, a lot of my tripe reads improve that style – this is a fiction author talking almost fiction from an existential perspective: a “why bother?” kind out of inquiry. It’s inherently persuasion rather than exposition. However, it explains – to my satisfaction, at to the lowest degree – why thence much fiction is inherently forgettable:

A pathetic floor illuminates naught of importance to us.

     Please don’t error me. It’s non that nosotros don’t know our ain natures or the moral together with ethical laws that menses from them. Our noesis of those things is built-in, installed past times God together with communicated to us through our consciences. So it’s unlikely that fifty-fifty the best floor volition tell the reader something he never knew. It’s to a greater extent than probable to remind him of something he’s e'er known, though he mightiness cause got temporarily mislaid (or overlooked) it.

     The wishing to dramatize elements of that noesis is why I write. Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 factual-logical declaration for a baldly stated abstraction, no thing how imperative, doesn’t capture the allegiance of the listener nearly equally good equally a dramatic demonstration of how it would operate amidst characters the reader cares about. Ayn Rand inspired to a greater extent than liberty advocates amongst Atlas Shrugged than the thousands of purely factual together with logical arguments for private liberty that came earlier her.

     The peachy persuaders cause got all known this. Start from Jesus Christ together with operate your style forward.


     My futanari stories cause got had several different original themes. Innocents is almost the importance of judge to the only together with what it tin compel them to do. Experiences dramatizes the ability of the demand for acceptance. I cause got a 3rd novel-length floor percolating equally I write this – working championship The Wise together with the Mad — inwards which I intend to address the supreme interrogation of our time: what is tolerable, what is not, together with how to distinguish betwixt them. (I recall of this equally the “one idiot allowed per village” problem.)

     Perhaps nosotros already know the answers to the questions above. Perhaps, if pressed, whatsoever human being could articulate the answers. But there’s to a greater extent than juice – to a greater extent than power to motivate – inwards a floor almost such things than inwards whatsoever dry out academic declaration almost them.

     And amongst that, it’s dorsum to my labors. Keep the faith.

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